Alhamdulillah, my intention to spend time with her family and belanja her family again when ade lebih rezeki was accomplished again yesterday.
I had this intention way before going to my third reservist. Allah has given me a rezeki (sustenance) out of nowhere during my reservist. Thanks Allah for this opportunity given.
It made me recall on my late dad's advice about rezeki yang berkat. If your niat is ikhlas from the start and you have intentions of sharing your rezeki to your love one/your family/your future in laws walaupon sedikit, Allah akan balas balik you with more rezeki (doesn't mean monetries) tanpa usaha penat.
Actually I am not those religious person and I have a lot of flaws. Really a lot. Trying to be a good person is really tough. God damn tough when you're know you're a stubborn person + some other shit stuffs. Ever since planning towards the goal of being a future husband to Ashila and attended the marriage course, it has brought to my attention about the responsibility of being a husband after marriage. I have always thought that is the responsibility of the woman who is in the kitchen doing the cooking, cleaning the house and etc. Ever since I went to that marriage course, I realised that it wasn't the duty of the wife but it's the duty of the husband. Gosh! Gatal sangat nak kahwin kan Yat! Tkpe tkpe I will take that as my new mission.
I will try my level best to be a good husband for you once we get halal (might not be a perfect one but I will try to be a good one, Insya'allah). I will try to spend more time with you, my family and your family.
So we went to Sari Ratu Restaurant to break fast and I realise that I forget to take picture with her family. Best per! Tkpe lah there will be some other times again.
Anyway the food was good and delicious. Highly recommended to go there but take note dorg accept cash or credit card payment je. No NETS payment.
Posted by: Hidayat Esa
An imperfect man who craves for success & chase big dreams. With determination to bring happiness to my family , her family & lastly her.
Cherishing the best moments in life.